OMG! My baby is going to be 6 months in two weeks time!!!! Too fast baby, too fast!!!! Mami mau uwel - uwel kamu terus!!!! Emang dasar emak - emak yeee, anak kecil dibilang suruh cepet gede, udah gedean dibilang don't grow up too fast! Maunya apa sih mak?!! HOHOHOHO :D
Anyway, this photos were taken when he was around 4 months old by his elf-speaking aunty, Onti Keke!!! Buchibu Hachibu Kushi Kushu! HAHAHAHA .. Entah lah si Keke kalo ketemu Gide selalu mengeluarkan bahasa - bahasa aneh yang berujung dia kena toyor kanan kiri, .. Glenn said, "Everybody suddenly become retarded around the baby, including me!" HAHAHAHA ... Thank you for showering Gide with so much love! I believe he feels loved by many!!!
Again and again being a #MAMAYUKERO taught me a lot of things! One of my favorite saying is "HAKUNA MATATA" which means no worries, ... and this time I learn how to walk the talk! Oh yeah baby!!! As an early childhood educator, one thing that we always hold firmly in our heart is "every child is unique and special in own their way" ... including reaching their milestones! But again when you're become a mom, the sense of worried started crippling in somehow! Bleh! Gide was already 4 months old back then and according to the general milestones he should be able to roll over on his own, raises head and chest when lying on stomach, and supports his upper body with arms when lying on stomach.
Lah ini boro - boro tengkurep, waktu itu tummy time aja pake acara drama korea ngerengek - rengek! And that's where the worry came in!! Mungkin kalo ibu - ibu yang berpengalaman ngeliat gw bakal kasih tatapan woles-aja-keleus .. I know the theory which he'll be able to do it on his own timing and by the way he's just turned four months in a few days! What do you expect?!! To add on, some of my friends who has baby around his age adding this hashtags on the picture of their son and daughter ... #udahbisatengkurep #yeayudahtengkurep #tengkurepsendiri .. lah sementara gw ada di fase #tummytimekoqkayakdisuruhnyangkul HOHOHOHO .. dasar instagram racun!
Tentunya kekhawatiran gw tidak berasalan sama sekali! Mana uda nyalahin instagram lagi!! Like a week after that, he started to roll over on his own! Sekarang sih udah bukan tengkurep lagi, .. udah guling - gulingan kesana kemari!!! HAHAHA .. I was like silly mommy!!! *pake nada peppa pig* .. Then somehow God was asking me "Why you so worry over small stuff .. Isn't it the most important thing that Gideon is healthy? Don't you know that I care and love Gideon too?" ... Me speechless!!!! It's like I was worry for something that's for sure going to happen, it's just the matter of time .. We tend to look the small picture rather than the big picture, .. then start to worry about things that we're not supposed to worry!! Lesson learnt!
It didn't stop there!
Cih! Manusia ye! Dasar emang!
I follow this one blogger on instagram and apparently she has a daughter around the same age as Gide. There was one day she posted about a toy that she got it from this company. I doubled tap the picture simply because I agree on her review about the toy .. PLUS .. yup there was an additional comment I made quietly in my heart with a little bit of bitchy mode, "Yah dia blogger! enak betul diendorse sana sini!" .. I mean like seriously look at those celebgram and celebrities who is being endorsed this and that! It's like we are using the same product and brand only that they got it for free and we have to pay! Hari itu mendadak gw bitchy abis!!! Di tenga kebitchy-an gw, lagi - lagi diajak ngobrol sama Tuhan ..
"Gill, I think you should check your store room. You might forget something that you've stored there"
"God, I know what's inside my store room! I just cleaned it up last month. Nothing change"
"Go and check it!!"
"Okay .. okay if you insist"
Guess what?! Gide has exactly the same toy like the blogger's daughter has! Exactly the same!!! And it's a brand new one also! I was like OMG OMG OMG!!! I totally forget about this one coz I put it on the highest rack in our store room. Another wall of shame moment for me!!! Face palm!!
25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? 28 “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:25 - 34